http://www.getugly.org/blog/2005/04/05/but-i-swear-ill-be-all-right-until/ Life. Pop Culture. Work. Politics. Womanizing. And other speed bumps along one guy's life. Sun, 05 Feb 2012 15:34:35 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.1.3 http://www.getugly.org/blog/2005/04/05/but-i-swear-ill-be-all-right-until/#comment-14790 Amy Sun, 23 Dec 2007 05:18:44 +0000 http://www.getugly.org/blog/2005/04/05/but-i-swear-ill-be-all-right-until/#comment-14790 I just happened to be at this part of your blog and it was interesting reading, because I was just thinking about 20 min. ago as I looked up at my boyfriend while laying on his tummy that I'm afraid, that I've been afraid for a while now and that I just don't know how to "let myself go" anymore. Can't relax about it, always looking for "the reason" to be there, thinking of many of them that still don't add up, but here I am not going anywhere, Why? Surely there must be a good reason? Phew that was a nice ramble. I realize you did this a while ago, and I'm not sure what conclusion you've come to within yourself as to the make of your model, but at this time, in this blog, I'm so reminded of "These Girls" by Ryan Adams. That is definitely your song here. I've been thinking of going to see a psychologist for my first time, at the age of 27. I've felt the accuracy of my own introspections slipping from me and that's not a good thing. I was always dead on when observing myself from the outside - I can always keep myself in check by looking at all the reasons why I might be doing things wrong and analyzing what might happen if I do things differently. Lately some force from the outside makes me feel I am off the mark and I feel I need a good ear to release to, because the only release besides myself is the root of the problem. This means something's not right in my life that needs to be fixed. Hopefully it will not be overlooked. With that said I need to write this elsewhere and in more depth for myself, but I'm leaving this here as an example of what some people write before they get to the little comment you end up reading (which may or may not be favorable, in any case). I just happened to be at this part of your blog and it was interesting reading, because I was just thinking about 20 min. ago as I looked up at my boyfriend while laying on his tummy that I’m afraid, that I’ve been afraid for a while now and that I just don’t know how to “let myself go” anymore. Can’t relax about it, always looking for “the reason” to be there, thinking of many of them that still don’t add up, but here I am not going anywhere, Why? Surely there must be a good reason?
Phew that was a nice ramble. I realize you did this a while ago, and I’m not sure what conclusion you’ve come to within yourself as to the make of your model, but at this time, in this blog, I’m so reminded of “These Girls” by Ryan Adams. That is definitely your song here.
I’ve been thinking of going to see a psychologist for my first time, at the age of 27. I’ve felt the accuracy of my own introspections slipping from me and that’s not a good thing. I was always dead on when observing myself from the outside - I can always keep myself in check by looking at all the reasons why I might be doing things wrong and analyzing what might happen if I do things differently.
Lately some force from the outside makes me feel I am off the mark and I feel I need a good ear to release to, because the only release besides myself is the root of the problem. This means something’s not right in my life that needs to be fixed. Hopefully it will not be overlooked. With that said I need to write this elsewhere and in more depth for myself, but I’m leaving this here as an example of what some people write before they get to the little comment you end up reading (which may or may not be favorable, in any case).

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